Well, I went to the Comark/Ricki's Chirstmas party, and it sucked ass. It was the worst party i have ever been to. I totally wish i could take it back, give Tim a call and just hear his voice. I miss him. A lot. I have no money. I went and paid Shaun for rent for a month, which drained half my cheque, and i had to christmas shop, which ate up more, and i bought the shirt i had ordered whick only ate up about 40, give or take. I miss Tim. I love being around him, the world just gets bright and shiny when he's around. It makes me happy because i know he likes me. I always get really insecure and , i dunno, i guess the word would be "distant" untill i know how someone feels about me, because i don't want to end up doing the wrong thing. With him, mmmm its just so good. I'm so comfortable around him, which i still find exciting, because its still so new. Tim, if you do decide to read this before monday at 5, When i get off of work, at 5, i'm gonna call you and see if you'd like to coffee someplace where they have a dark corner where we can get comfy. :) TTFN
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