I was going to write an entry about my own personal rules of life. For example, the maximum appropriate age difference between friends. I even got about half way through it before I decided that it was dumb. There is something bothering me. I'm not sure if I can really say what it is, but I will say this; I feel left out. Of what, I'm not exactly sure. I know that this being 'left out' it causing me to have slight pangs of jealousy. And loneliness. Just basicaly not feel very well. I think that my feelings of detachment, as I had mentioned in a previous entry, are part of whats going on. The question is, is this a cause or an effect?
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