What im thinking? I would have to say that its more how i feel, and that im thinking of that.
i feel that with every day that goes by, im loosing pieces of myslef - and i don't know.. i don't know where they're going, and that scares me. then i start thinking that maybe we all loose pieces, and we can find them in other people. like a puzzle piece, they have the parts that fill the hole. and then i start to think of that song from hedwig, The Origin Of Love, and it comforts me because the story behind the song is beautiful.
i think that part of the reason we're alive is to always be learning and trying to find our pieces. i thought i found an important one in you. i thought i could have possibly found one of the most important pieces. but i was wrong, while i did find something, and still equally as important, it wasn't what i was hoping it would be.
Its bitter sweet, i don't know if i should be happy or sad.

i mourn because i still haven't found all my pieces.