I'm meeting up with her later tonight. I know i said that i never wanted to see or speak to them again, but over the last few days i've realized that im being petty. Don't get me wrong, i think that me leaving was a good idea. No doubt about it. But im ready to forgive them and move on. I want to go home. As much as i don't want to admit it, i miss them. I miss the stupidness and the retardedness of that family.