I'd like to say it was easy, but it wasn't. It really really wasn't. I actually feel so bad that I think I'm going to be phsyically sick. But on an overall overview of the relationship, I really shouldn't be surprised. But it still hurts. He was my first boyfriend. The first guy i ever had serious feeling for. its kind of ironic that that i wore the same outfit the day i met him. God, Why? i have to go throw up.